i pray for all a great day.
i pray that they learn to be true.
i pray for the future.
i pray for today.
i pray that you see it too.
i pray for another day on this wonderful planet.
i pray to seek you.
i pray to feel you.
i pray to you.
amen.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Coldest Heart
Its been a while since Ive updated but I guess there hasnt been much to write about. Honestly its been the same ole stuff going on and then again I have to say I have experienced a few different things.
I went out to Tabu about a month ago which was a ton of fun.
My parents allowed me to spend the night in Charleston while helping Ash with moving out.
Ive met a lot of people and really am glad that I got the chance to get to know these people.
As much as thes are fun to do there is still a void in my life. I dont know why but that void has yet to be filled. Its been one year since I have had a relationship with someone. That my friends is way long. As many times as I have had "interests" or flings, I lacked an actual relationship. I know for a fact that there is not a "Attn Females: run from me" sign on my forehead. It just seems there is not many or any girls interested in me. And no I dont just want a relationship just to have one, I want a meaningful one. None of that relationship crap that is a show in public and absolutely nothing at home, I want it all. But there in lies a problem, no one is there to give me a chance. I know I will probably get the same responses as I always have but I dont want that. I am trying to change this, an honest effort.
Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone
-"The Coldest Heart" by The Classic Crime
I went out to Tabu about a month ago which was a ton of fun.
My parents allowed me to spend the night in Charleston while helping Ash with moving out.
Ive met a lot of people and really am glad that I got the chance to get to know these people.
As much as thes are fun to do there is still a void in my life. I dont know why but that void has yet to be filled. Its been one year since I have had a relationship with someone. That my friends is way long. As many times as I have had "interests" or flings, I lacked an actual relationship. I know for a fact that there is not a "Attn Females: run from me" sign on my forehead. It just seems there is not many or any girls interested in me. And no I dont just want a relationship just to have one, I want a meaningful one. None of that relationship crap that is a show in public and absolutely nothing at home, I want it all. But there in lies a problem, no one is there to give me a chance. I know I will probably get the same responses as I always have but I dont want that. I am trying to change this, an honest effort.
Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone
-"The Coldest Heart" by The Classic Crime
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