Its been a while since Ive updated but I guess there hasnt been much to write about. Honestly its been the same ole stuff going on and then again I have to say I have experienced a few different things.
I went out to Tabu about a month ago which was a ton of fun.
My parents allowed me to spend the night in Charleston while helping Ash with moving out.
Ive met a lot of people and really am glad that I got the chance to get to know these people.
As much as thes are fun to do there is still a void in my life. I dont know why but that void has yet to be filled. Its been one year since I have had a relationship with someone. That my friends is way long. As many times as I have had "interests" or flings, I lacked an actual relationship. I know for a fact that there is not a "Attn Females: run from me" sign on my forehead. It just seems there is not many or any girls interested in me. And no I dont just want a relationship just to have one, I want a meaningful one. None of that relationship crap that is a show in public and absolutely nothing at home, I want it all. But there in lies a problem, no one is there to give me a chance. I know I will probably get the same responses as I always have but I dont want that. I am trying to change this, an honest effort.
Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone
-"The Coldest Heart" by The Classic Crime
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so everything's been kinda topsy turvy lately and in response i've been making an honest effort to be one of those optimistic "everything's gonna be ok" and "this is all for the best" kinda people so i figured i'd offer a little snack of a mantra for ya from my endeavours. ok so it isn't actually an eloquent mantra but an idea more or less. just rise above. everything sucks. rise above and don't let get to you and just be happy with what you've got and don't let that crap weigh you down. wow that sounds incredibly cheesy. i'm sorry. i tried....
:D
ps
take this dumb letter typey thing off of your comments. it compels me to NOT leave them!
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